Moon of June

Play me my favorite tune
Hide under the covers and never emerge
It's hot out there in the moon of June
Lay here and let our sins purge

Watch you from a distance
And cradle you with care
I'll meet you with some resistance
But I'm no longer in the Devil's snare

Wish for simplicity
Where all was cut and dry
Adore me for my eccentricity
Where I'm the target of your bull's eye

Panic Attack

Hungry but I can't seem to eat
I feel heavy hands against my back
Try to fit into a crowd but I'm too indiscreet
Fuck, here goes another panic attack

Breath in the heavy air
And dream of you there
I watch as people stare
I'm trapped in hell's ensnare

Pick up the broken pieces
Before the weight of the world inflates
I wish this pain decreases
Inhale and wait for our inevitable fate

Tethered

Bitter heart; give it a restart
Bangs sway in my eyes to hide
I look at you and then take my eyes to avert
Have a pithy conversation and in a smile slides

Pull the blinds down and give me some shade
There's an arcade of feelings in my head
As much as I try, my feelings for you just won't fade
Tell me how I can keep my heart fed

Know I'm a mess nonetheless
And you, finely groomed, and put together
I just care about you so much, as I digress
But inevitably I know you will leave my heart tethered

Just Bend

Roll up my life and smoke it away
Inhale the good and exhale the bad
Hopefully my malice will decay
And the high won't make me too mad

Lasso in the sunshine
Wrap it up and save it for a rainy day
Open up the blinds and let in the sunlight
It's time for child's play

Let me drive from the passenger's seat
I can't see where it ends
Hey, there is a hole in the street
Take a left and just bend

Severed Door

Knock at my severed door
Scatter like ants in the rain
I drip sweat out of every pore
And I see your face fraught with pain

Give me a moon bath
And heal me with a sear
I feel the hands of evils wrath
Let me have a life that's plain and clear

My soul is a menagerie of fragility
Withering with the tide
I can't be known for my futility
Keep me in wide stride and cover me to keep me dry

Heaven's Misery

Heaven knows I'm in misery
Watching as my brain wanes away
Crying out for the gods of mercy
Please take me astray

I watch as the cloud cover fawns over head
Strike a match, light a cigarette, and wish for death
I mustered up some tears and watched as I bled
Exhausted from this journey I must catch my breath

All my changes have happened here
But things look bleak and helpless
Just allow me to disappear
I feel like a baby; heart broken and defenseless

This One is for YOU

My memory is stained
I hear you cry for my ultimate revocation
I understand your pained
But do I deserve all of your fucking damnation?

Deem me sexy without knowing who I was
I'm human fraught with demons just like you
Doesn't everyone once in their life run from the fuzz?
Or am I just as fucked up as the other few

I'm sorry I made you cry
And exposed you to my world
The truth is I was selfish, and just wanted to die
Or was it just the way I sat with you while we twirled and swirled?

I don't know if I could ever make things better
The way I use to make you smile with a lick of a lollipop
I left you broken and fettered
I'm so sorry; I just couldn't stop!