Bad Habits

Fuck I have a gnawing precipice of bad habits
It's searing my every daily move
I wish I could take a knife; stab it, and thus eradicate it
But I have become comfortable wallowing in this depressionary love

So I choose to:

• Smoke
• Drink
• Omit imperial information
• Scar, ,mar, and maim

With cognition I make an effort to:

• Escape
• Self medicate
• Avoid
• And hibernate

Thus, encapsulated by my own self worth I:

• Isolate
• Avoid
• Desire perfection
• And unearth solace in others

And so I lay down my habits of malice
You either will run to help or walk away
Have I made you too callous?
So just take who I am and just stay

...Acceptance may be the key.................Or perhaps not?