Defenestrate

I have an affinity for orange juice and cheese
I have all of this medication that will not ease
All you do is tease
So take my heart strings and tweeze

I miss my family
I feel as though I no longer belong
You grin and bear me angrily
I know I have done so much wrong

Can't seem to sleep
I wish upon a star you were here
Now all I seem to do is weep
While omnipotently consumed by fear

Take me away from this hell
Escape via defenestration
I just want to be well and have these feelings quell
And yet you want to renew me like a fenestration