Tremble and Shake

I tremble and shake
Especially for what my past has done
Now I must face my fate
But understand I can't deal with an iota more of communal shun

I tremble and shake as I sit
Deliberating Manic Mondays fate
Swallow my discrepant past, like a flame it enters my vacant belly's pit
Will I ever get out of this mess, or is it simply too late?

I tremble and shake about my fate
Understand I was then extremely sick
I now attempt to walk on a path of straight
Thus I plead to the heavens not to blow out my flame; to leave me without light...just the candle's wick