Fuck Anthropology

Selfish times call for selfish measures
Form a makeshift militia and get down
Escape the ship with the pirates treasure
Use your life raft, so you don't drown

Swing your hips in a shift dress, and watch the bobble heads bob
We hold all the power; use your key towards the reward
Fuck your happiness, make it a succeeding job
Watch as the non-conformists frown as you tally and scored

I'm not worthy with my psuedo bohemian theology
Admit your plight in life
Proud of the loner you've writhed from; fuck anthropology
Exhibit your pain with life and your eternal strife

Sunburn

Lingering days of summer
I smoke a cigarette and become satisfied with the air
I pass with a nod and hear your heart mummer
And as you shed a tear I act like I don't care

Careful, stay in my glare and you will spoil
I'll take your cloud away with every silver lining
Place you in the pit of hell and watch you broil
Wrapped up in my misery so confining

Dog days of July lick you clean
Bathe in the sun and sulk away
Get a sunburn waiting for sunscreen
Sizzle the pain away to have yourself a good day

Good and Evil Collide

Hot hot heat
Looking for a cool cool breeze
I wish I could drive this life from the backseat
Its a thousand degrees and I have that cabin fever disease

Feel the stains of time like acid rain to the brain
Feel my heart marblize with each cutting word
As I agonize over each visable vein
Causing an affect so innured

Retreat from this beating heat
Hear my mother cry and I just hide
You have uttered those painful words so sweet
So I sit and contemplate as good and evil collide

Cynisism and Pose

Your cynisism is merely a pose
Thinking where's the abstract sense of beauty
You've left me so far away and exposed
Now stunted singing the blues so moody

I am in a struggle for existence
And left faithless  understanding the tradegdy of love
Searching for some assistance
Put me in a ring and hand me a pair of boxing gloves

My identity is now void
I don't even own the clothes I wear
On a sunny day I can see all I have destroyed
And the chains of life I must tear

Oscar Wilde's Omage

You find beauty in the ugly things
Oscar Wilde claims, thus you are cultivated
I was a puppet; now without ties or strings
Take the bag of the masses off your head, refrain from being suffocated

Scratch beneath the surface
Find the morality of man
You'll find joy, I promise, don't be nervous
Open up your peripheries and scan

Dictate your own opinion
Dodge the barrage of malice
Stand on your metaphoric pedestal and demand dominion
Open up your myopicy and wane all of the callouses

Plastic Shovels and Butterfly Kisses

The salty air breaths heavy
The current pulls you in and out
We can find solace together even if it's messy
Lets erase our past, it doesn't matter where we've been

Plastic shovels can dig out our malignancy
And butterfly kisses can render our hearts better
Use your chivalry, and lets become heroines of symmetry
You be the paper, me the pen, lets become an open letter together

So I sit in my Maryjanes waiting for you
Sipping on intoxication staining my lips red
Let the minutes pass; so our time accrues
And for you, my happiness will spread

Swan Dive

Trust and believe I am no heroine
But I'll let you take a swan dive into my soul
I'm beyond your peripheries but you can see my brow line
Squint your eyes a bit closer; what's my pasts toll?

Let's rub elbows with the sliver of the moon
And allow our emotions to wane like sugar and cream in our morning coffee
We will dress in a costume of tie-dye and join a commune
I'll wear the chocolate if you adorn the toffee

I would lift the wrinkles on your face
If you keep me affixed in my place
I'm a vintage tragedy, that can't seem to be erased
A bit displaced,  but perhaps with pace and space we may be able to embrace

A Pleasant Poem, But Really Bad

Apparently there's a silver lining in every cloud
Well, I've got a rainstorm beside me, what will it be?
I feel like smiling out loud
Please tell me happiness doesn't come with a fee

You've made me weak in batik, and I'm glad
Good times are willing to be had
So please be a tad of a lad
And just promise to wash away anything sad

Dog Days

Razor blades have become the new sunshine rays
Poppy plants are being ingested by the masses
Tie up your sons and daughters the devil is here to graze
Cash has become impecunious, replaced by each soul's ashes

This living hell is our inevitable dog day
Buck up soldier replace your skateboard with a uniform and spats
Addiction has reached the middle class watch the world as its set a blaze
An epidemic that's become the general class

Debaser

Devil in my head
Scratch and claw its way to get fed
The debaser finally bred
The inner beast slices me up, and I bleed

Hide and duck for cover
There's nothing of my soul left to uncover
Watch as the evil becomes my lover
And a delinquent beast perpetually hovers

I'm lost in my own shoes
My heinous acts bleed while my body bruises
Shout for this malignant news
Monstrosities have become a new muse

Become a carnivore, feed on my prey
Get some ketchup, We'll have a feast day
Everything is going to burn they say
Well, light a match and watch all turn to gray

Are you a friend or a foe?
Let's hibernate below
Waste away real slow
I'll be the girl you use to know

Flooded

The whole town is flooded
There's no where to go
Packed my soul in the ice box; became cold blooded
Watch the liquid in the needle flow

I broke away and couldn't come out at night
Left on a buoy at sea
Became a villain out right
And a mother, absentee

Dig me up from the ruin's of life
I'll get strong at your beckon knee
I let the poison become my wife
...But I will get better, you'll see

Gangrene

Comforted by a glass prison
Pull the reigns tighter, I will be your mare
From the ashes the Phoenix has risen
Play in the matrix, let me find the devil's liar

Waiting for a fairytale, but the prince is dead
Run boy, run, get out of the storm
Sew my mouth shut with a needle and thread
Deck me in all black and make me conform

I suppose its the price I have to pay
Like a guy with a paper cut that acquired gangrene
Sit in my melancholy emotions, let it simmer and weigh
Take a break now, perhaps we should reconvene

Slab City

Grieving in a monsoon of feelings
Wearing red lipstick without a date
Stuck in the grind of slab city...that's my dealings
Wallowing in a no vacancy sign as I await my fate

Puncture wounds stain my memory
Stuck in between the present and a dream
Watching from above as you wear me like an accessory
Joining your Gestapo regime

Test drive me, I'm a Buick
Big, bulky, superfluous as can be
Stick me in your arm, feel the sting of the prick
Just because you feel it doesn't mean your free

Penny Slots

Sweep me far from under your feet
Your a player stuck in the penny slots
Take a pill, you'll be on easy street
Don't question my authority I'm the boss

Stand out, sit down, stand up
Place you in a pit of sand and gape at the jaws of hell
Hail to my fellow felon, "Yo what's up"
Here's our lot in life, let's rebel

Bitter and caustic to your tongue
Raindrops sooth your soul and wash away the sin
Your a hero, unsung
Take a knife and penetrate the skin

Birch Tree

Dirty sidewalks pave the way as I walk
A vessel of silence trying to find her glee
Smoking a cigarette where the smoke lingers and I take life's stock
Gawking at the mirror wondering if the refection is really me

The air traps emotions for all to see
Look at the damage done, tally my fee
Past, present, future; I wish I could drop all three
Root me in the ground watch me flourish into a birch tree

Sing me sweet melodies so I may sleep
Isolated and alone in a fortress of dark
They say wounded deers have the highest leap
Use my teeth and claws and watch me bark...Ruff

Neon Sign Prophecy

Staring at a blank piece of paper
Wondering if hospice has gotten me a bed
I've become the straight-laced crusader
Like Marie Antoinette all want me beheaded and dead

Make me the boss of your neon sign prophecy
Chew me up just to spit me out
I'm on an odyssey of honesty searching for the novelty
But gape at my arms they symbolize my doubt

Your either green with envy or nauseous of my individuality
Attracted to a faux tan but settle for a pallid chick
Tragically passive, but an electrifying calamity
So slick and quick; just pick her, she's just so sick

I'm Shy Don't Read

I'm coming up to show you down
A passion pit rife with a fruitful disease
Small town girl shown the city lights of uptown
Jabbing jeers that put me at ease

Keep me close; juxtapose distance
Split the seams of my heart, jolt it back to a restart
Speak to me despite my passive resistance
Torn apart but kept together by a fresh start

Deadly Body

My nails like daggers
I'll tear open your heart
Watch you drink the poison and watch as you stagger
I'm deadly; I'll tear you apart

What are you looking for?
A girl on an island, that hates the beach?
Swim, swim some more head towards the shore
Careful, I'm a blood sucking leech

I'm colorful as a poppy
But I'll keep you hooked under lock and key
Like sour wine with a deadly body
I'll have you crawling on your knees and plea

Deplorably Absurd

Heartless bastard
Haphazardly had her
I was a conquest to master
But a blond you'd prefer

So I was a disaster
Someone you could have shook and stirred
A source of laughter
Deplorably absurd

Time

Remnants of time
Wash away with painful tears
Once having electrifying sublime
Now I'm left with just fears

You aided and abetted me in a life of crime
Bleakness grew from year to year
You made me a blank slate ready to be primed
But realize the two of us could never adhere

Your destruction was truly severe
Keep your cold face austere
So go drink your magical beer
And kick your ass into high gear

Normal Reject

An air of entitlement
Has become a defect
Become an addict and show me enlightenment
A tool to deflect, but needs to correct

Reaching my life's intersect
Having my needs met
I'm an unusual suspect
In my harsh glasses and hair of brunette

Who would have guessed
This change in my affect
Pressed to death by life I confess
Because normalcy I perpetually reject

Xavier

Cruel and conniving
Fraught with sinister intentions
Your inner war should have left your dubious deeds absolving
So lets proceed with your intervention...

Your a traveling catastrophe
Causing havoc and cacophony
Look at you; a bum's travesty
Failed to be solid, waiting for a prophecy, you wannabe

A vagabond is all you will ever be
Sit and hear the angel's decree
Take flight or merely flee
Your a fortress of evil I think we can agree

Cut Yourself

Your a lawless sloth
Cut from the Devil's cloth
While magnetic like light to a moth
Your as dangerous as a rabid dog's froth

Go dwell amongst the devil
You have always been beneath my level
Misanthropic you made me as you reveled
Cut yourself on a glass beveled.................................Please

Dope Sickness

Legs kick
Shivers and shakes
Hand me a Bic
Just to take away the aches

The pain is the only real thing I feel
Justify my use to nullify my soul
The spike would heal
Just once more to make me feel whole

I Feel

My palms are sweaty
I have to speak
C'mon brown Betty
It's a gargantuan feet

Save me from this hell
Unwrap me from your rotten lunch bag
Pin me on your lapel
What's my cost on the price tag

Will I ever be able to feel?
Emotions are a distant dream
Get on my knees to kneel
I think I'm heading downstream

A sunken ship
A treasure trove never to be found
Lead me on your journey by your guilt trip
I'm just dirt you push around

Never been a diamond
But lost in the ruff
I scream, but no one hears a sound
Well...I think that's enough

I am...

Smoke me like your last cigarette
Leave me like blacken ash
I'm a creature, not a pet
Place me between teeth and tongue...and gnash

Grind me up in your blacken pot
Leave me without water and let me rot
Here's some food for thought....
I'm an untreated liver spot

Surrender

My hair swings low
Like my smile against the wind
I had a loveless beau
He can't seem to grin

Watching me in a self inflicted fortress
Asking me if my cuts reflect my darkness
Left heartless and wordless
Concluding to the reason behind my inertness

...There's just utter pain
A lifeless hag
I've vilified my body's vein
So surrender with your black flag

Just For Today

There's a blitzkrieg in my head
All the fear has exited the door
Keep the needle leave the thread
Hear my cry echo, continue to ignore

Brilliant wings get washed away
Feel the stitches sting
Take your jeweled chalet and play all day
String me up on your coiled spring

Then I'll be OK
In eternal rest
My soul will be free to give away
Then my problems won't need to be addressed
--------Just for today

Beige

Weathered in a shade of beige
Monotony of the world leaves me scathed
My melancholy face has me aged
Bandage my wounds with your swathe

Uncover my hidden soul
Help me be free
Make me whole
Relinquish this debris

An Addict's Quest

I'm a sad ghost of what I use to be
Lost amongst the creatures in the deep sea
Follow me down, I'll show you what you would be
...A demon just like me

Save yourself from this utter mess
Never reaching an ability to rest
This is a heroin addicts life I confess
Living in a drug induced quest

For civil unrest
Hollow cheeks at best
A perpetual guest
Without being blessed

Philadelphia

Lose me in Philadelphia
Amongst the buildings and blue sky
For years I've suffered from post-pardon dementia
Bring me back home, don't ask why

The skyline never changes
The lights never fail to shine
Brotherly love exchanges
In the city that I pine

Let me commence from my roots
Flourish and thrive in a nostalgic haze
Philadelphia, I will be your new recruit
Just help me escape these deadly days

Trave

Bury me in a cinder block grave
Understand my heart can not be saved
Take your hand and wave
I'm here in hell, enslaved

Creep in; become depraved
Look at my veins concave
Just because I've misbehaved
I'm crux upon a stationary trave

Monday Morning

Monday morning
Solemn and sad
Should have listened to my parent's warning
Now I'm associated with a dead beat dad

Pain fails to wane
Left with an isolated heart
Nothing can keep me sane
Let me get a new start

Believer

I have Jesus fever
Pray forgiveness
I still don't know if I am a believer
...But He's father Christmas

Drape me in rosary beads
Say ten Hail Marys
Have I met all His needs?
Its not His burden to carry

Touch the sky
Hope for faith
Exhale and sigh
I see my pasts ghoulish wraiths

Begin

My head spins
Around and around; a hamster in a cage
If I eat the cheese will it eradicate my sins?
Breath deep and let the oxygen assuage

I think I hear the violins
Filling my soul with ease at each page
Is this where life begins?
Well then, let me die of old age

Isolation...I Guess

Pluck me from these prison walls
Watch me as I crawl
Prepare me for my great fall
You make me feel so small

Renounce my given name
I'm the bull's eye to your aim
Place me under all the blame
Scar, cut, and maim

Sew what you reap
My soul is not for you to keep
Let me sit here and weep
Just let me take this fatal leap

Moldy Shoe

Moldy shoe
Erase the memory of you
There was always more than us two
I followed you for what to do

I should have knew
Why didn't I have a clue
Leave with the morning's dew
You took my soul just like the other few

Birth Control

Who would want to be such an asshole
You wore your malice like a cape
Drape your depravity and use it to control
Watch as your evil takes shape

Now you've tainted my innocence
Naivety to the world has been raped
My good nature now frivolous
A gnawing synthetic ache

Fill the pit of my belly
Smear your darkness against my soul
You've become a mimic of Machiavelli
I should have used birth control

Beauty

Focus on idealist thoughts of beauty
Never to be attained
That's our customary duty
It's what our culture ingrains

Wrapped in gold lame
Painted faces cloud our gain
That's our claim to fame
When it goes, nothing will remain

Childish Rhymes..But Hey

Make your eyes smokey and gray
Wash the tears away
Place your fears at bay
Sit, reflect, and pray
Wish for a sunny day
Just for your soul to stay

Happiness comes in an array
Don't be dismayed
Find one who doesn't led you astray
Where your thoughts and opinions don't sway

Pithy

Smoke the beast
Find inner peace
Ask your priest
Let the thoughts cease

Run from the police
Get released
Learn to cease
Evacuate the streets

Sin

I'm filled with stomach aches and birthday cake
Sweet on the outside; sour within
Reality is I am a venomous snake
I'm truly evil much to your chagrin

You can't judge a book by its cover
Evil lies beneath a white smile and black glasses
Watch the vultures hover
I have to get down to brass taxes

Ugly, unworthy, vile, and wicked
Denote my character beneath the skin
Tie me with restraints, have me committed
I'm the creator of original sin

This Poem Blows

Remember when
I could smile and grin
Be happy in the state I was in
Nothing could get under my skin

That was then
I said my prayers with an amen
I was zen
Look where I'd been

Now my solitary demeanor is sad
Focusing on what I had
Living scantly clad
Becoming a lunatic raving mad

Impure

Puncture holes
Much to my chagrin
A loveless soul
Filled with gargantuan sin

Subservient to addiction
Wincing with each injection
That was my reality's depiction
A halo-less reflection

Fold your hands
Pray my depravity away
Follow the drugs commands
Its an addicts cliche

Omnipresent consumption
A mind altering cure
Make your assumption
For an individual so impure

Fate

You are not an original
Bleak, weak, you've reached your peak
Everything is a lonely visual
I've lost all hope and mystique

Let the reaper weep
Death tolls at the broken door
Die in an eternal sleep
Relinquish the blood as it pours

Nullify my lifeless lost
Here I am closing in on death
How much does my soul now cost
Watch as I take my last breath

Now inevitable peace
Solace on my solemn face
All the pain will cease
I will leave you without a trace

No need to cry
Embrace my joyful fate
Wave your goodbye
I am now above all hate in my undisturbed state

Golden Key

Erase me
Dissect my soul for a fee
Do yourself a good deed
Fail to nurture and feed
Derive pain for a need
Why didn't you take my advice and heed
Let it be
That's the golden key

Your Lullaby

Fuck you and all of the harm you've done
Counteract my parent's lullaby
Just pull the trigger of your shot gun
Torture, kill me, and sodomize

That's all your good for
Your life's role is the Devil's puppet
You created me into your servile whore
Submerge me in your water bucket

Gracefully Disappear

No one taught me how to gracefully disappear in a room
I'm stuck drowning in a sea of people
You weave me into a banal tapestry on your loom
All the while leaving me isolated; weak and feeble

Give me something to nullify my stage fright
Even if we don't meet again the sting from your attendance is painful
Hold me up on your pedestal and tie me tight
I'm your effervescent talisman that's disdainful

Anger with a lament of fuck you

Anger bubbles and festers like a fine wine
Filled with the inevitable potential of intoxication
Put your disastrous soul out there on the front line
Your a bottom-feeder on the sea's floor, categorized below an innocent crustacean

I have deemed you pathetic
Rot in your soiled lot in life
Die a slow death like a candied induced diabetic
And learn all about your part in my strife

Aqua marine...Yeah that's what I said

Look at my life through a kaleidoscope
Images are broken with vivid colors and figures
I'm chemically imbalanced as an isotope
Pick up the pieces and learn to reconfigure

So what if your smile is saturnine
Spicy with a twisted disdain
Garner a disposition of aqua marine
Brilliant and bold no words need to explain

Regurgitated

Bounce bobble head bounce
Run as fast as you can
Escape before we must renounce
Buck up and become a man

Or fester like the disease that you are
Feed me more, your are my drug
I let you, the beast, in to maim and scar
Like a pseudo postmodern thug

Reality will soon catch up to you
I see through your melange of defects
I sat as you regurgitated on me with your spew
I'm no longer one of your talismans that lacks your respect

Execution

I wore the time like a milliner's hat
Filled with hollowed dreams and a road less traveled
Remembering how you stomped upon my heart like a dirty bath mat
Left the fibers' of my being on the naked floor unraveled

And as the months turned to cold
My heart chills in this sterile institution
Watch my soul collapse like an accordion as it folds
Reaching the pinnacle of retreat as a way of execution

Worst

Blood shed
Tears cry
Vein pierced
Let me rest my head
Became mute and shy
I'm at my worst

Mug Shot

I took a sneak peak at my mug shot today
I looked deep into the eyes of a girl that's in disguise
Just another needle lost in an institutional hay
I'm against the whole world the picture implies

I wish I could have let my addiction die away
But I was waiting for my great demise
It was my life that allowed me to decay
And wore a soul that quickly became compromised

Whore's Spore

So she takes her pills careful and round
She's in a zone you can't break in
You can scream at her but she's trapped in the ground
She may deceive you with a wondrous grin

Yet she's like mercury
Fickle and feeble to the core
Perpetually ornery
And her disease spreads like a bacterial spore

Sun's Glare

I was numb
Empty and aching, why I just don't know
Living in a bourgeois slum
I was thwarted and not allowed to grow

You've got me doing violent things
Crux upon a threatening death stare
Angels come down and grant me wings
Keep my soul, and let me fly above the sun's glare

Smithereens

Let me celebrate the melodious times in the world
Adjoined by the many melancholic aftermath
Tear up the dance floor and let your lettuce skirt twirl
Place the bricks down and show me a new path

I feel as though I've lived and lost
No longer being quenched by earthly means
So ask the devil what's his fee cost
And let me live in oblivion till I'm nothing but smithereens

Moral Compass

When did you lose your moral compass
You need to go back to God
Sing with the angels and trumpets
Conquer your dismal disease even if your flawed

Remember your infantile lust for life
When you could smile and laugh at the oddities of the world
No longer needing to protect yourself with a pocket knife
As I walk through this journey and let it unfurl

World of Scars

I open my arms and let you into my world of scars
They divulge my diatribe of pain
Where I am perpetually bewildered under your bell jars
And where this emotional anguish will never wane

I plead with you to make me better
I take the magical dose to no longer live in cacophony
Yet, it leaves me owing something to the voracity of the debtor
And bewitched under the spell of your sovereignty

Anew

Your caught up in a blue and red lit haze
Sweating with your hands chained to the back of you
Wondering which events led you askew in this maze
Perhaps the metal gate will be your life's break through

Being released in the custody of the state
Chills envelope your body in disbelief
This is what addiction dictates
Fuck my fate I sigh with a resolution of grief

I asses my life and say it must be a phase
How my potential was quickly snatched with this morning's dew
There is no longer an audience that's there to praise
And I'm left to slowly commence anew

Hipster

Your a pseudo bohemian hipster
Dressed in a quasi batik design alleviated by your black horn-rimmed glasses
Wanting me to call you mister
All the while thinking your the gate keeper of all the earthly classes

Let me escort you off your throne
I'll show you aspects of the world no one ever knew
Perhaps it will chill you to the bone
But you'll see life as it unfolds in a different hue

Confine

Who are you just another chief
Looking to scar and mar a soul so deep
Cauterize and disguise yourself, you thief
Cut my pain obtrusively that I may weep

Decades compound that I've lost my ability to smile
I've forgotten happiness, rife with rainbows and sunshine
Take my misery away and encapsulate it in a new lifestyle
I'm in a fortress with locks and keys that confine

Solution

No matter which way I move I am still under the bell jar
Marinating in soiled air pollution
Wondering where on my body this experience will inevitably scar
Slowly decaying into nothing can't be my solution

Deviate from the normal solemn attitude
Rise above the arches of catastrophes
Learn to adapt a form of earthly gratitude
Before my mundanely self quickly allows me to atrophy

Goodbye

Goodbye my gentleman suitor
You've left me tearful and hallow
I feel as used as my grandmother's pewter
You've just used me because I was naive and callow

Epithet

I loathe your self pugnacious epithets
Kick it up a notch and find a willing match
All the while saluting your dismal self in retrospect
Swallowed by infantile remorse as you grab a hold and latch

Pilgrimage

The pencil impedes my thoughts
Of a tedious pilgrimage to the top
Find the banality of loss and relinquish it with one sea ward toss
Nail my soul to a cross and use me as a prop

Stargaze

I stargaze of a paradisaical utopia
Where I can sit amongst a harmonious bliss
Yet my myopia leaves me with hyeropia
And realism sets in that life's just an abyss

Dream children of candy encrusted vitality
Flourish and become marred by the brutality of reality
Learn there's such a thing as a timeline of mortality
...This is the inevitable human universality

Bourgeois

You bourgeois princess
Cleaning her head with verses and stanzas
I leave a taste in your mouth so acidulous
I'm just not optimistic enough for your extravaganzas

Pluck my pallid face from your flock of sheep
Sterilize my thoughts with your blackened heart
Give me a dose to place me in an eternal sleep
Push a button and let me restart

Cigarette

I hide behind a cigarette
Looking down at the ground to be consoled
Look at the litany of mishaps; too many regrets
Fuck my future and all its' goals

Remember my mantra for life is rife with voids
Escape your living hell with a pill
Foaming at the mouth for the antidote to avoid
For then my crux will be an inevitable spill

Earthly Demeanor

There's no room for you here
Just close the door and hide away
Cloak me with film and make me disappear
I'm just so uncomfortable with the everyday

Dilute my emotions with medicine
Its fails to keep my mental anguish at bay
Just open me up and dissect my skeleton
How heavy does this world have to weigh

New

Gape at your blackened heart
Shimmy and shake your way to a new start
Incumbent upon the tools you've learned
Let recovery be a pin you adorned
Release the beast
Jubilee with a feast
Let your spirit rise
And let your knowledge surmise
Free your caustic mind
Because you'll never know what you might find

I Wish I Knew Nothing About You

My closest friend, indeed
I let drugs impede
Now you've grown without me
Shaped into who you needed to be
Sorry for being sentimental
I know how your itching to be judgmental

Linger

Weigh me down with your over-jeweled finger
Sadness, like a fog, continues to linger
Melancholies smothers me
Open my soul up, and alleviate my sadness with a key
Perhaps, then, myself, I will be assuaged
While thoughts of suicide are delayed
Relinquish your deadly grip
And give me an uplifting tip

Garden sheers

Slice my throat with garden sheers
Join my social echelon and it's menial tier
Rip my insides to shreds
Feed on them with your filthy heads
Medusa, turn me to stone
I'll tear you down off that throne
Open your mouth wide
Let those secrets die
Or continue being sick
and I'll castrate you with one prick

Jerry Springer

Bring on your Jerry Springer negativity
Slowly rot with such proclivity
Sloth off your snake skin
Watch me take the lights and make them real dim
Smother me with a roof rife with muteness
And gape at my soul as it becomes fruitless

Love Affair

Watching a cat with myxomatosis
Allowing the opium to perform it's slow osmosis
Experience all the pain fade
Saving that last bundle for a rainy day
But everything must come to an end
Heroin you can no longer defend
Inside devouring your soul
Watching your body take it's toll
Cover me with a blanket of despair
Because you can't continue this perplexing love affair

Carbon Copy

Slit a vein with a dull needle
Leave me weak and feeble
A superfluous whore
Letting death continue to roar
Where's your fight?
Get an apple take a big bite
Dull your pain with diesel and a flame
Scar, cut, and mame
Continue down a path of weakness
Follow into the darkness of bleakness
Surrounding yourself with poisonous poppy
And become another addicts carbon copy

Dirty Camel

Come rape me and leave me in the cold
But know our past together will leave me bold
Strip away all of my comforting amenities
You've became the bane of my existence with such brevity's
Hatred for you wears me like my favorite coat
I should have protected my jewels in a castle surrounded by a mote
Let me play hide and seek with my emotions
Despite all the prayers I give to God and my devotions
Leave me stark as an untainted canvas
Do you think my actions will ever save us?
Weave me entwined in your beautiful tapestry
Teach your peons your mastery
Yet know I will forever rise
As you sink into your demise
I'll leave your life in a shamble
And smoke you like a dirty camel

CA

There you sit on your bejeweled throne
Malignant as cancer in the marrow of the bone
A hedonist drunk with the nectar of power
You even have rule over when I take a shower
Slap me with your empowered pimp hand
And serenade me with the facade of your inharmonious band
Come down to our lower echelon
Perhaps we may be able to bond
I'll teach you the rudiments of humanity
And perhaps you'll understand why we lack sanity
Understand we are all united
I suppose I can then cease being frightened
Become educated with books
And cease with your dirty looks

The Fog

Use me like your favorite sweater
Throw me away in the field of heather
Smother me in your manipulative fog
Turn me into a rabid dog
Keep me under lock and key
All the while I pay you your daily fee
Tell me everything I want to hear
Cast your spell on me and instill fear
Let me live in the dredges of the demon's lair
Burn me upon a stake, because you never cared
Tell me you love me with words rife with daggers
Chain me, tie me tight, just to watch my lager
Use me until my blood is dry
Here I will fail to try

Splinter's Amen

I swoon like a tulip to heat
Continue to watch my defeat
Please close your mouth tight
Keep reality in close sight
Thwart your myopic mind
Shovel in the sand, see what you may find
Live life with a virtue
Don't let the candy eschew you
You hide under the cross
Obviously He's not your boss
Educate yourself before you speak
And simply learn how to be meek

Opium Slave

In rehab I am prone to wearing leopard
In the distance I hear a familial cry you should have met her
Placed in a deceptive grave
Just being an opium slave
Thinking of my past; polishing my Maryjane
And my present; using my habit as a cane
How did I deconstruct to this?
Thinking as I look into the empty abyss
Festering like an infection in an abscess
How could I allow myself to be so worthless
Impecunious they say
If I could jump I just may
Throw me like a bar game dart
Just to mend my broken heart

History with Dope

Gape at my convex veins
They show my historic journey with pain
Wishing for a beautiful homage
But learning that poison was just a mirage
A salve to sooth my soul
Like starving hands scratching at an empty bowl
Trying to bury the past
Allowing the Phoenician dye to cast
Running and bleeding
Allowing my guilt to feed me
Save me from this inevitable fate
Keep me for a later date
Build me up on your Trojan horse
And accept my remorse
For I will be your bastion of hope
A life free from your bucolic dope

Intoxication

State of intoxication is omitted
Debate on the intrinsic nature of escape
Do the laws that govern allow it to be permitted
Causing poverty to take its' shape

Rub elbows with despair
Find purpose within a neon signed dream
Absorb it all and say a prayer
Discover devastation is the integral theme

Eyes Tell All

Watching you
Haphazardly say a few
Denote me as evil
Deconstruct me with your upheaval
Show me your way of life
In the trenches with a multitude of strife
Kill me and ease the pain
What will you inevitably gain
You impecunious demon
Just let me become a free man

Fuck You

So my darkness goes....
Glance at me and look away
Who are my friends and who my foes
Oh look at you in leopard, so cache

Fuck you and your antics
Devour me in black
This is no longer a war of semantics
Take your shit and pack

Sick

Consume me with your bourgeois affluence
Destruct a life with a pin prick
As your mind once brilliant has become vacuous
You've just become too sick

Petroleum

Take me to no man's land
Just to hide my crocked strife with this omnipotent life
Where you can sear my skin and give me your brand
Label me yours all the while calling me your wife

You are the sole cause of my fall
Throw my lifeless body on the cold linoleum
Define my space to the shelf like an antique doll
As my skin turns translucent like petroleum

Affection

Remember when I was adored
I could reel you in with just a mere glance
Now I'm just patinae cooper that's marred
A defiled whore in hot pants

Will I ever reach the platform again
Where I can hold your attention and affection
Say a Hail Mary for me and an amen
Now I must deal with your inevitable rejection

Rose Colored Glasses

Isolating within a mundane facet of life
Tell me where is the encouragement or hope
Remembering I'm the rudimentary pawn to all this strife
So take my hand and show me how to cope

Justify my malignancy
Slice open my wounded heart
As I discard my rose colored glasses wilfully
And watch my dubious self thwart