Save Me From Hell

Laying stagnant with this disease
Devil's paid my fee
Eradicate the shame please
God it's me

Save me from hell
Walked there with bloody wrists
I hear a toque of the death bell
Shake with skinny fists

Living in a haunted house of black
Pick up those feat
Too many qualities here I lack
March to an alternative beat

Pure As Snow

We're all just human beings
Living on borrowed time
All looking for something to fiend
So give me a shot, tequilla, and lime

Search for peace
Left restless and weak
Hoping the painful thought will cease
On a boat with a leak

Drip, drip, drip
Rain on my parade
Wreck like a ship
Playing without change in an arcade

Smoke rings for my halo
Deam me an angel
Because I look pure as the snow
So now take me below

I'm Sorry Baby

Take this beast
And flea
Have a feast
It's on me
Listen baby
Your too high
Ramble on with your maybes
Sooth the soul with a sigh

Count on emptiness
Left breathless
Tumble among your unkemptness
Stark white on this death list

Valley is too wide
Keep my by your side
I know I've got a big stride
I'm sorry for all I covered up and lied

Terantula

There's a terantula weaving a web above my head
And I'm hung up on defeat
Confront me with my failures, go ahead
There the only thing in my life that seems concrete

Enlighten me with your emollient knowledge
Because I'm in the clutches of evil
Rise above the brackish streets, but will you acknowledge?
Eradicate the hand of failure, and wash away this dose so lethal

Life can be so unkind
Hang a malignant title on my thin frame
I'll never be able to change your frame of mind
I'm just a character who became defamed

I Hate Salad Bars

I hate people that eat in salad bars
And malignancy festers off of me
No celebration here, but fuck hand me a cigar
So step around all of this debris

Unreliable is my middle name
Shimmy and shake with the utterance of acknowledgement
Aren't we all the same?
Yes, heroin became my wife much to your astonishment

A cigarette lingers on the ground
Watch me as I stare into the pavement
Lay here restless and unsound
Thank you for your patience

Why are people attached to me?
Don't you hate me as much as I do?
Leave the ego and find the id
Leave me rythmless and a que

Worn

Haggardly worn
I'm the woman who holds all the scorn
The village attempted to warn
And I can't  be hidden with what's adorned

Flashing signs
Deciept brought brevity
Give me some levity
Your what I pine

Dissappointment is ienvitable
Stream tears from my sullen face
Used the candy to debase
So what's the moral of this fate

Stand all day
Eradicate the pain
Find me a vein
Let it all fade

Banality Exists

I've sneezed
Take life by the sleeve
Just come with me please
I'll cease you as you seize

Demonstrate your thoughts
Put on your green shoes
We are all teathered by faults
What do you have to loose

Give up at this gambit of life
You look ridiculous in your teenage fashions
And I need to put down the knife
...Before you give up on my ration

Yes,banality exists
Throw your arms down
Put down your skinny wrists
And hide away the frown

Potential

Fuck YOU!
With your dope induced wayward smile
You have not a mere scintilia of a clue
Your like a bath tub, missing a tile

I'm beyond mad
You fail to see your potential
You gave up on all you had
And forgot how you were so quintessential

Dull your pain
With substances so illegal
Bring on the rain
Now left a tawdry eagle

Withered Hands

Touch me with your withered hands
Penetrate my mind and forget where I have been
I can't hide my scars because I have tanned
And God only knows how I've sinned

Come let me escape with your tidal wave
Swing around me, make your move
Don't tell me how to behave
I know you'll just dissapprove

Cut my skin
Can't get off the couch
Where's my next of kin
And fuck you, and your pouch

My dad said if you were going to cut...
I should have cut deeper
I feel like such a crazy nut
So brother, are you my keeper

Choose Life

I hate my legs
And I put you in therapy
I am comfortable in caucophony
But, know this past I will shed

Find a spiritual balance
Communicate with others
Eradicate my past's malice
And, I love you mother

A catchy song plays
You laugh because you want to cry
I'm sorry I wanted to die
Life happened, and I delayed

Show me how to live
Fuck pesimissim, give me blithe
And all you do is give
So, for that I choose life

Maelstrom

Panic attack
Heart shakes mad
I didn't just take one, I took the whole stack
So fucker, get off my lily pad

I withered from such great heights
Now my outside is marred like my in
A maelstrom ignites
And I quiver in this skin

Deemed a troublemaker
No one laughs anymore
Stepped foot in hell's half acre
And I'm just a person they cry for

Shake the walls
Rattle my mind
Inner torment that brawls
Is this how I will be defined?